Monthly Archives: October 2007

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Happy Haunting

You know those shows…There is always a character that is told to wear a costume for a party, theme, anything… Naturally-they wear it-not doubting anyone else.

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Waking up this morning thinking–nah, I won't do anything for Halloween… But then a change of mind, I knew that a few people would dress up at work….

They didn't.

So my cat face sat there all day, rubbing my itchy nose while black stuff rubbed off on my finger tips. Finally, the day melted away and so did the face.

Okay-I lie… A festive headband, and a wig for 15 minutes showed up… But this face lasted nearly all day long!

Then…I got home to this…

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The Virgin Mary herself.

Broody Holidays

Holidays are nothing without the bright eyes of children around. Watching a parade in the freezing rain- all for that first view of Santa to mark beginning of lists and lists of wishes. Dying eggs to hunt for, eating chocolate until the belly is so sick and dizzy… Dressed up ghouls and tramps begging for sweets at strangers doors…The sweet cookies carefully made by tiny hands with so much love for St. Nick.

Mould grows on things when you don't have a kid around… I guess for normal people my age, it doesn't.. They plan parties, go drinking with friends and act silly into the wee hours of the morning.

We got festive…

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A family sitting in the driveway, elbow deep in pumpkin guts. Tongues to lips in concentration. Virgil happily lapping up any bits of pumpkin meat and seeds. And then Mould came to town…

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There won't be any costumes or trick-or-treats for me. Little witches and goblins don't stop by… Nope, I'll go to work-come home, plop down and watch something useless on television…

Happy holidays children.

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-The broody witch.

Compass Rose

When I was younger I kept a survival pack ready… A freezer bag, a black trash bag folded neatly inside-to use as a rain jacket and sleep on, a note book and pencil-to record where I was like Lewis and Clark…Perhaps I had a few band aids in it…And of course my trusty Swiss Army knife.

I was reading the book Hatchet…Running around in the purple mountains of Colorado… I'd pretend that I was stranded, homeless, surviving. Occasionally I was Laura Ingalls Wilder-but that's another story…

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I knew I would survive… I'd struggle and press on. Get cuts and scrapes-but I'd stumble out of the forest alive.

We went for a walk in a park today… A park with twisty paths that led you in circles. So many circles and paths through the trees that I was ready to sit down and give up on ever finding… the parking lot.

Not because my legs were tired-just because I'm lazy.

I asked Steven if he thought that we'd be able to survive if we were ever stranded. I asked if he thought we'd be strong enough to keep on going… We both agreed that we'd need a few bears or lions to keep us from sitting down…

So with spider webs in our hair and sweat on our backs, we climbed out of the forest, survivors… into the parking lot, and off to Panera Bread.

Dry

My words have been taken from my mouth, from my brain… All these ideas flowing with no end. A blockage. Nothing means anything. Lack of inspiration and creativity. Give me time… I will come around.

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'expect nothing, live frugally on surprise.'

-Alice Walker

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What would you do if you knew you couldn't fail?

I would run my own photography studio…making a living off of my art.

I'd never worry about money.

I'd have many children, and make messes with them.

I'd explore all the places in the world I've always wanted to.

I'd forget what anxiety felt like and really breathe.

I'd stop trying to have some control over things, stop organizing things, and stop thinking that work is everything.

I'd wake up every morning with a positive attitude.

I'd move to a country where English was a foreign language.

I'd build my dream house with my husband.

There are things that I have already done in my life that could be considered a failure… There are times that I go through and make the toughest decisions, that I'm in the tightest spot…Later-I look back at all of the 'mistakes' and realise that this is all apart of my journey. My story. What Steven and I have made for ourselves, and our exploration of this world together… It gets tough, but I do look forward to our future failures-because they end up with the best endings.

Share with me some of your glorious mistakes, and tell me, what would YOU do if you knew that you couldn't fail at it?

La Vita E Bella

I had a lovely stroll around with my husband, which doesn't happen very often… The sun was setting with a golden glow, geese honking at each other. Father and daughter fishing in the pond.

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Walks in the cool air, quiet and peaceful- always clears my head. I love going to walks by myself as well. The sound of just my foot steps on the concrete, the wind chapped against my face…

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It gives me a time to reflect on my life, on my good friends, on the things I love, and the people I have to share it with…

I have a husband who keeps me laughing, a few great friends to call, rant to and giggle with, nieces and nephews to listen to from hundreds of miles away, and a warm place to always call home.

Life is beautiful.

Hermit

The shorter days play toll on human souls.

I did not see the sun rise…I did not see the sun set. In a cave of computer screens, cubicals, and coffee to keep our heads from slamming into the desk.

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I make my journey to work in darkness, surrounded by cold and distant lights… The grey sky spits down rain all day. Coffee full of sugar and creamer to keep me going. Then a journey home in darkness, surrounded by cold and distant lights. I craved a big warm hoodie to wrap up in, a fire to read by, a comfy bed to relax in. Instead, I unfastened my pants and kept typing.

To sleep this office owl goes.

ignis fatuus

Stingy Jack once made a deal with the Devil… Offering up his soul in exchange for payment of his pub tab. When the Devil comes to collect his due, Jack tricks him by making him climb up a tree-and then carved a cross underneath- preventing him from climbing down… In exchange for removing the cross, the Devil forgives Jack's debt. However, as no one as bad as jack would ever be allowed into Heaven, Jack is forced upon his death to travel to Hell and ask for a place there… The Devil denies him entrance in revenge-but decides to grant Jack an ember from the fires of Hell to light his way through the twilight world-a place which lost souls are forever condemned. Jack places it into a carved turnip to serve as a lantern…

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A peasant travelling home at dusk spots a bright light travelling along ahead of him. Looking closer, he sees that the light is a lantern-held by a dusky little figure. He follows for several miles… All of a sudden he finds himself standing on the edge of a vast chasm with roaring rushing waters below him. At that precise moment, Stingy Jack leaps across the gap, lifts the light high over his head and lets out a malicious laugh…blowing the light out, leaving the poor peasant a long way from home while standing in pitch darkness at the edge of a precipice.

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Huggins

Today I broke the law.

'No dogs allowed' the sign read… Ha!  But really, this is all a new experience for me. Nerves ran high…and to top it off around 10 other photographers there with their giant camera equipment,  large families, and not to mention a wedding was in progress when I first arrived…

My subjects were great…I wish I wasn't lacking so much in confidence…

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Excellent practice, wonderful couple, and a mangy mutt, Tuesday. Thanks so much you guys!

Geimhreadh an Spéir

We are spinning and making our rounds. You can feel it in your bones, the electricity on your finger tips, the smell of the air, even by the colour of the sky. Unbroken-smooth like a gentle ocean. Not a puff of white in sight…. The royal blue of Winter Sky.

The morning dew rises with the late sun, leaving the fog to hang low in fields of cows. Patterns of dancing birds cut their way through the skyscape , and I journey on with my morning commute.

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As the fruits dry and shrivel on their vine…as the pumpkins picked too early begin to rot-I know my animal instincts have not been lost or forgotten…

Winter is approaching. Look to the sky.