Monthly Archives: November 2009

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under the weather

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my side of the country is under water. i secretly love it (only because  there is no chance of water flooding through my front door… er.. sorry to those that have living room pools..)

i guess i’m weird, but my thought is- it isn’t JUST rain.. normal blah drizzle.. it’s SOMETHING.

like when it snows and it doesn’t stick? well that isn’t exciting- not in the least.

it has to snow and snow and close schools…

maybe it’s perverse- secretly loving natural disasters. i know that plenty of people are frightened by it- and they have every right to. it’s dangerous. people are losing so much, their homes, er… sometimes more. oh god. this sounds so bad of me doesn’t it?!

there’s just something thrilling about it to me.

the smell in the air when a tornado is about to pull down from the sky… the way the air splits during a lightning storm…

the silence that settles during an ice storm. everything pristine. preserved. stuck under thick layers of ice.

the magic of fresh snow, glistening in the sun. untouched and perfect.

and then snowploughs come in and dirty the snow, fire fighters come in and pump out the water.

all for the better, i know.

but it takes the excitement away.

the ice melts and leaves the dead grass muddy.

and everything goes back to normal.

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{inspired} part three

i thought i might share what i love, and use when i create!

tools of the trade

so simple. see?

you don’t need anything fancy… you don’t need to spend tons of money on things. think outside the box. think simple. use what you have…

(of course the lovely things are always nice to have though, aren’t they?!)

so to begin-

composition notebooks- i love them because they are cheap. they don’t stress me out. i can do whatever in one without feeling like it has to be perfect. like i am wasting. plus– i like that they are lined, because sometimes a vast whiteness freaks me out and i can’t do anything. (using brown paper is also a good alternative to that scary white perfection) so they are perfect for journalling, and doodling, and sketching out greatness.
: )

watercolour paper- my faaaavourite paper is strathmore 400 series watercolour paper. now. i don’t know much about papers- i don’t know the difference between hot press and cold press watercolour papers. all i know is i have painted on really expensive paper and hated it… painted on really cheap paper and loved it. and painted on some medium range ones and felt blaaah.   but this paper has been so perfect and beautiful every time. i love it. (this paper is quite affordable. especially if you have a momma who buys in bulk when a sale is on at michaels arts and craft store. she’s the best.)

watercolour pencils- i have had this set of general’s kimberly watercolour pencils for a looooong time. i got a set of 12 from my aunt in a birthday present one year. it took me ages to really discover how amazing they are. and so, i still have the same set- and use them every.single.time.  i know that there are plenty of really expensive watercolour sets out there (which i have never used. so i have no idea if they are super amazingly better) but this set is very affordable… and i happen to absolutely LOVE them. get them…

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i recommend watercolour pencils to everyone who wants to try water colouring, but is afraid of them- can’t let go with them… this helps a bit with the control issue- and is lovely to use to outline/sketch- before putting actual paint down.

watercolour- okay… here i am a bit spoiled. this set is a bit on the expensive side- but it is in no way the super high priced side i have seen (plus… i wait until i have a coupon to purchase!) mine are talens transparent watercolour set. i have two tins- one that i have had for a long time after an airline lost my baggage with my first set and then my mom sent me another tin (because she supports my craft… only so she can have paintings for her walls too. :-p) this set is a double decker- two shelves of paint pots. i love them… they’re just lovely. silky. nice range of colours. plain and simple. : )

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pencils- i love fat pencils.  you know those pencils that little kids are encouraged to use- for their little hands.. it can be jumbo fat, or triangle. either way.. i love it. i haven’t used a normal size pencil in quite some time…  they do pose a problem sometimes- the lead is fatter, which means your lines are thick, soft. (which i love/hate/love)
another problem- you obviously need a pencil sharpener to deal with it.. but i use a knife to carve mine (much to steven’s dismay *see pencil shavings above….;-p)

camera- i shoot with a canon xti. the reason i mention my camera is not only because i love photography, i have supported myself in being a photographer for families and people on occasion. but also- it is a huge part in sharing my paintings. without it, you would never see them. muahahahaaaa… (seriously.. i need to get a scanner at some point.)

photo editing- adobe photoshop cs4, again. this is an editing program that most photographers use. when i first started out taking peoples photos (and charging. EEP!) i didn’t even know how to edit them… i did..nothing. with them. i had a fancy little program called photoshop- and knew nothing about it. over time i have taught myself a great deal- but i think i only know about 10% of what you can really really do with it!

my wish list includes…

an unlimited supply of art supplies.
a wacom bamboo tablet (to do digital paintings/designs/logos)
an old typewriter that works
a sewing machine
since this is a wish list….
a canon 5D mark II
a professional photo printer

what are your tools of the trade? what could you not live without?

and what would you like to add to yours?

*don’t forget to check out the giveaway/swap. i’m drawing names on sunday!*

{inspired} part two

once you find a main inspiration…

stalk them.

wait. no no no no. don’t go about it in a creepy way. no finding their address on google maps, no digging through their rubbish to find what they eat. (you might not want to know..)

just. find out things about them.

read their blog, if they have one. find out what inspires them.

and then before you know it… you’re finding inspiration in theirs, and then in those people’s too… favourites upon favourites to work with here… and then you’ve got a big melting pot of inspiration- dip your paint brush into it, or pen, or skewered fruits. whatever works..

my favourite places to go to find a new source- or search through old source’s favourites- are deviant artflickr, and etsy.
i especially love the feature of ‘collecting’ inspiration by adding them to favourites. being able to pour through them easily…

but then… there’s also blogs. and i find some really yummy blogs, and then i go look at their blogroll and find out who they read. oooher!

and then we’re all connected in a big web. a big inspiration orgy.

or if you’re more comfortable with web, we’ll stick with that…

maybe we’re a big inspiration quilt. all the little patchwork pieces. different hands to sew it up. aww isn’t that a sweet thought.  especially as i’m snuggled under a quilt my mom made for my husband. : )


where do you collect your bits of inspiration at?  online? on the computer? journal? box?

*don’t forget to add your name to my giveaway/swap post. i’ll be drawing on sunday : )

{inspired} part one

thanks to those who passed on their bits of inspiration to me so far. i’d love to have any great links to things that really get the creative gods in you going. music, books, pictures… the process you have to go through.

last night i dug through deviant art, plucking bits of yum here and there.

none of these images belong to erin darcy1. wind n stuff 2. longest scarf award 3. war bonnet 4. strawberry mouse 5. your song 6. mandolinist 7. fire escape 8. lady 9. hat

my process begins by finding bits of inspiration- pulling it from wherever i find. it could be in the lyrics of a song, in a photograph, in a painting, in movie credits… anything. i am constantly collecting bits of information. if i had some magazines lying about, i’d take some scissors to them- and glue it all back together in a yummy arrangement in a journal. (the process in that alone is relaxing and uplifting)

so once i’ve found a piece that has jump started my mojo. i sharpen my pencil. (steven hates this part… it is true… i don’t shave the pencil over the bin, leaving bits of shavings and lead on the table) i only mention sharpening the pencil- because it’s a process in itself. i used to watch my papa sharpen his pencils with his pocket knife… my older brothers had pocket knives- so one christmas i asked for one. and that year a fat red swiss army knife awaited me. (i still remember dad teaching me carefully how to close it… i wonder if it was more delicate about it with me, since i was the girl- or if he was like that with the boys about it too.. hmmmm) i imagined myself carving sharp sticks-like i watched my brother do. but in the end, i used it to sharpen my pencils with.

now it’s just a kitchen knife. le sigh. where has the ceremony gone of that magic red swiss army?

you’re thinking. why not just use a pencil sharpener. OR you’re thinking why is she still going on about a fecking pencil?

well good point. on both counts.

fat pencils. and because they are important, damn it.

nothing like a big fat pencil in the hand. nice and sharp. smooth on the paper. mmm… and the smell of the pencil shavings brings you right back to elementary school days- when life was simple… and you were unafraid to ask your teachers anything… like. ‘why does your butt move when you walk?’

…i asked that to my second grade teacher.

i was memorized by her bum, apparently.

moving on.

then i get some music going!

i had grand intentions of creating a play list for you, a selection of the songs i have on my ‘create’ mix.  but. er. ehm.

well you just need to come over and paint with me and find out what’s on it. eh?

oooh oooh! i just had an idea. forgivemeforthinkingout…er.loud.

how about… an inspiration/creating/crafting/editing/muse erotica cd mix swap!

how it works:

you enter your name

i’ll draw a winner on sunday.

congratulations! if you win. i’m not sure what i am congratulating you for- because this isn’t the greatest thing ever. er… THEN you’ll put together a mixed cd that you listen to while you work. or whistle to while you work. whatever works…

i’ll put mine together, and throw in a little something special.

and we’ll post them to each other!

ta-daaaaaa

how does that sound?

are you interested?

tell me in the comments.

inspire me

i’m digging through this giant wad of internet- in search of some major inspiration. something to really help put me back in my place.

while painting the other night, working on a commission… the end result- really didn’t feel like my heart was in it. i just didn’t feeeeel it. and then i turn to my left, and am looking into the face of a painting i did, around this time- last year…

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and i’m thinking… what happened to those girls?

where did that style go to?

don’t get me wrong. i feel like i’ve evolved into something else… i’ve found so many more girlies in my paints that i love, that i have deep emotional attachments to. that speak to other people.

and then i also have paintings that i feel just… fall flat.

that somehow other people still love… but i just. don’t. feeeeeel. it.

i tried going back to the roots. to the original inspiration goddess liselotte watkins. i pour through her images, scrape up as many of her words as i can find… when you find an artist you love- you really dig to find out more about them, it just seems to bring the pieces more… close. mean more.

did i tell you that i actually e-mailed her?

…did i mention she e-mailed me back? ha! oh the giddy joy. laaaa. (i highly recommend you take the time to write a letter, or e-mail or anything to someone you admire. someone who inspires you. it’s good for the soul)  …looks like i’ve got a lot of letter writing to do!

so now i am in search of… that fall in love feeling again. that deeply inspired- can’t sleep at night because i have too many ideas… it’s a process.. i know that my muse will come when she’s good and ready. but in the mean time, i’m filling up bookmarks and folders of inspiration to help her along.

who has been a big inspiration to you, in any area of your life?  send me a link, share your inspiration (if it isn’t top secret!)

things that you need to know about me, lest be incomplete.

this sweetheart did it… here’s mine. : )

1. where is your cell phone?
upstairs. somewhere. i’m not really big into the mobile. mostly use it as a clock.

2. your hair?
greasy.

3. your mother?
life. laughter. comfort.

4. your father?
genius. gentle. explorer

5. your favorite food?
pasta. and mexican food. (oh how i miss you)

6. your dream last night?
baaah! it was not nice.

7. your favorite drink?
i’d say… tea.

8. your dream | goal?
a long happy marriage. a healthy family. memories to make, and many stories to tell.

9. the room you are in?
living room.

10. hobbies?
creating.

11. what is your fear?
not being able to be a mother.

12. where were you last night?
home. with my love.

13. something you are not?
a morning person.

14. muffins:
yes please. banana nut.

25. wish list items:
i am the queen of wish lists. from clothes to housewares to cameras…

26. where did you grow up?
washington, colorado, oklahoma. still growing up- in ireland now.

17. last thing you did?
folded some clothes. tried to tidy up.

18. what are you wearing?
pajama pants. slippers. t-shirt. wrapped up in a blanket.

19. your TV:
four irish channels, three english ones.

20. your pets?
live in oklahoma. hoping to get one for our home soon..

21. your friends:
are beautiful.

22. your life:
is a dream.

23. your mood?
relaxed.

24. missing someone?
my family.

25. vehicle:
my legs.

26. something you’re not wearing:
a bra.

27. your favorite store?
anthropologie. (for wish lists) book stores. art supply stores.

28. your favorite color?
earthy colours.

29. the time you last laughed?
today. :)

30. the time you last cried?
might have last night. perhaps a commercial or something. not sure. ;-p it happens often.

31. your best friend:
loves me unconditionally.

32. one place you go over and over?
the walks.

33. guilty pleasure?
brownies.

34. favorite place to eat?
mmm mexican restaurant at home. (hey mexico, send some people over… we need mexican food here!)

35. where do you want to be six years?
created a home, family. and continually be in love.

now your turn- if you answer the questions, link to it in the comments.

it all falls apart at the end.

okay…

so here goes.

du-du-duuuuuh.

a whole lot of nothing.

been in a funk. coming home from the states, missing my family. being sick. the darkness and dreary that just makes you want to sleep all day long. doesn’t it? or is that just me… my natural instincts to hibernate. and grow hair on my legs. it’s the right thing to do.

but under my dreary bleak little funk- i am so excited for so many things… christmas is coming up, and i’m just looking forward to the tree.. the lights. the cozy yum. filling the house with cinnamon. baking. a first fire. knitting and pulling it out again.  i’m looking forward to window shopping in galway. i don’t need any extra windows, they’re just always lovely to look at…

so  i decided i would get my ass out of bed, and go outside. a good excuse to get out of pajamas and put on a bra. (hush)
and then i over slept…. because it was soooo warm and cozy. and, like i said. hibernating.
and then… i was making excuses- because it would be dark soon (hi, it’s pitch black at 4:30)

so i sucked it up. and went out… and i am SO glad that i did, because i met this little sweetheart

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she came right up to me, and i scratched her, she nuzzled into me. and our souls whispered to each other for a bit.
my hands smell like horse. sigh.
i came home pink cheeked. missing her already- wanting to go down and brush her and feed her some sweet smelling oats, and put a saddle on her.

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meanwhile, i’m trying to paint. blaaah. i sketched out a whole bunch of stuff before we left for state side. i was really excited about it. and now… le funk. baaah. i’m going to leave it for a while. kind of feeling the pressure of holidays coming up and having to fulfil things and.. meh. i can’t be arsed right now.

tra le la la. such an uplifting spirit when you come around these parts, i know… i’m soooo contagious with the goodies.

you know what is contagious though?

…germ carrying kids.

and also

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sigh… that.

early morning painting, outside. under a warm sun. bed heads and pajamas. painting pumpkins, and then faces.
makes my heart swell up. no need to call the doctor, babies just do that to me- especially the curly fuzzy bed head thing.

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what are you excited for this holiday season? when do you put your tree up? i kind of want to do it now- but i think it’s a little premature. (why does that word bother me? i’m refraining/restraining (uh?) myself from saying ejaculation after it. er…) are you already planning out your holiday dinner? i know i am. anyone wanna come over and make some cinnamon rolls for me? that would be wonderful. thanks so much, you are so sweet.

ew. i’m sorry. that was not the best way to end this.

home

whew! we made it home.

hours of transport… leaving home with a sickness, only to come home with a new one. yaaay.

but there are blue skies to welcome us, and our breath clinging  in the mid air.(it’s COLD!)

coughing up pieces of my lungs into the sink. mmmm… finding pieces of cough drop in my hair- must have fallen out while i was dozing somewhere between the three air planes and bus.

i expected to take so many pictures while i was there, but really… i didn’t take hardly any. (i don’t think that sentence sounds right.. but i’m working with little sleep here.) will share soon..

forgot our anniversary until the day after. hahaha oops! how pathetic. BOTH of us forgot.

got to hold and play and cuddle and kiss and be infected- or be the infectee to my little baaaaabies.

…miss my mom and papa so much.

and, i am so glad to be home. ready to sleep in my bed. and get a fire going in our fire place.

drink some hot tea and start knitting.

now if only i could gain hearing back…