my mom always had a wonderful collection of glossy magazines around the house- the ones she’d take her time reading, letting them last as long as possible. the pages warping from the steam of the bathtub and wet fingertips turning the pages…
but they wouldn’t last long… i would find them, with my pen and my little hands- carefully writing ‘abcde’ through the crosswords- lightly.. thinking that it wouldn’t be seen.
she’d ask that i wouldn’t take scissors to her magazines until after she told me it was okay to do so… but that didn’t stop me from drawing on the models perfect faces- glasses and blacked out teeth… moustaches and horns.
